So many questions
They flash through my mind
Like lightning
I've been hit
It only lasts a second
But the scars remain forever
I am ruined
Never again to be called perfect
I'll never forget
And i'll never quite remember
How bad it hurt
I just have the evidence
Where is my memory
My thoughts
My feelings
Where am I
Who am I
Shouldn't I know these answers
So why don't I
What's wrong with me
Everything
Fine I can accept that but I still have one question left
If I'm so messed up
Do I deserve to live
I am not a human
I am a mistake
A screw-up
Everyone I meet, I ruin
So do I deserve to live
Or should I just
Go