I feel the urge
The very desire to be here
So as I write I try to imagine
"do you know were you are going to?"
say what you think you have
I write but don't express
So do I impress with the verses I suppress
What is the meaning of this?
As write the words come to life
and in strife they yell
express what you mean
I feel like I'll hurt the ones I admire, desire
but I'll express my success of the future
This twilight zone will erase the my thoughts
feelings of this lying life
God showed me the right path
but with my wrath I felt though My life meant nothing
He told the ones I love
I felt horrible at the awful truth that I didn't feel
I always feel like somebody is watching me
Telling me that life will be alright
I didn't listen to the action that was in my head
as I cleared my throat for the world ahead
I didn't see the that love is hear
I lied cheated and pleaded for forgiveness
so as I stand here I feel like this wont have an impact
but the fact is I don't care what you do
The first time I did things on my own was never
What mama say goes
Listen to daddy he knows best
I tried to go on my own and screwed it all up
with no desire to turn my life around
lie after lie I told
here's the truth
He makes beautiful things
the lying game is not one of them
It was a thing I felt as though I had to do it
It was restless
I hurt my family and lost my friends
like me or not
I clamed to have Jesus in My heart
without him know my life is nothing
so