In 5 months I'll know the truth.
In 5 months I can finally be with you.
In 5 months I can tell you my secret.
In 5 months I will be perfect for you.
In 5 months I will let you inside.
In 5 months I will be in your playing field.
In 5 months you can see me.
In 5 months I hope you confess.
In 5 months I hope you kiss me.
In 5 months I hope you date me.
In 5 months I hope you notice me.
I haven't given up.
I never will.
My mom told me it was a lost cause.
I believe it's not.
I've always fought after my dream.
Now I'm fighting for you.
I'm taking baby steps.
Others are taking leaps.
I think about you when I wake up.
I dream of you at night.
You're always with me somehow.
But I only see you once a week.
I want 5 months to come.
So I can no longer be afraid to fall.
I can ask you "will you catch me".