I wish that the day, I chose to love you never happened. Because somewhere in this world is someone that deserves all the love I put to you. All this energy and time that I spent, it wasn't worth it. You flirt on a daily basis, for what I see it's just with me, yet. You don't choose me, not over her, not over them. I'm starting to get sick of this, I'm tired, and sleep can't fix it. I want you to want me too but not for that reason. Because you love me. Because I'm special to you. Not because you heard stuff..Sometimes I wonder why we were and why we aren't..but one day i might know and not like it. So I'll keep going forward..and just let go of this one thing.