Does anybody see what I see
Do you realize how those eyes of yours kill me
The torture of seeing you everyday hurts
I can’t get those beautiful eyes out of my mind
The shades of blue that surround the black
It’s complete magic
I try and try
But the feelings of torture, hurt, and love
Are never going to disappear
Your blue eyes are a magnet to mine
They sparkle in the very light you stand under
I can’t help but stare
I try to figure out all of the emotions behind your gaze
Nothing can be seen behind them
The people around you must notice it to
How do they not
The colors in my eyes match nothing to yours
My mind goes everywhere looking at you
It begins trying to figure out what you are thinking
The next it’s the feelings you hide
And last it’s the memories of us together
My heart beats faster and faster at the thought of you and I
I can’t stop it no matter how hard I try
Your blue eyes torture me
They weaken me in the knees
Time has passed
But your blue eyes….
They’re still the same
The first glance I take I don’t know that it’s you
The second, I gaze longingly into the shades of blue
You seem…
Different
Although I do not know what it is
Is it your smile that has somehow dulled
Is it the way your hair falls in your face
Or is it your voice that makes my heart beat even faster than before
This I cannot tell
I look away as fast as possible
I turn to look and you are no longer there
I feel it and your arms are around me
The butterflies in my stomach travel everywhere
My mind is no longer full of thoughts
I pull away and you look into my eyes
As I also look into yours
Your beautiful blue eyes
Something is still different
Have I changed or have you
Have we both
We use to be so similar
You were always so perfect in my eyes
Now.. there’s something new
Is something bothering you
Being closer now I can examine you
You don’t laugh like you use to around me
The glimmer in your eye isn’t as bright
The way your cheeks turn red when you smile is no longer visible
Although something has changed
Your eyes still torture me
You still torture me
Giving me a look
That I have missed so much since you left
It has been so long
I know things have changed
I think we both have
But the thought of us still haunts me
The thought of us is still in my mind
Endless thoughts of your face
Your laugh
Your hugs
And your love
You gave it all to me
Although I did nothing in return
I did not know what I had
And I know I cannot get it back
Although I wish I could
I miss you
I hate seeing you and knowing that I can’t hug or kiss you
I hate the thought of you with someone else
The thought is unbearable
Why couldn’t our love have lasted
Why did we have to break
Under the pressure of distance
I remember seeing you for the first time since we were apart
My hands were shaking and I didn’t want to move
I couldn’t even look at you
Let alone look into your blue eyes
Oh those blue eyes they haven’t changed one bit
I try not to stare because I know you
I know you’ll see right through me
Our first date
The first time I laid my eyes on you
You see it all
You see when I’m nervous
Or even when I’m sad
I could lean on you for anything and now
I don’t know who to run to
You were my first love
I will never forget the feelings I had for you
Although I try and try to forget I know I can’t
When I almost did you called and called
You wanted to talk just out of no where
Here I am wanting
Wanting to know where we stand
Although when you called
You had nothing new to say
I couldn’t help but fall
Fall deep into the unknown
I kept telling myself there could still be a chance
But now looking into your eyes I know there is only one thing you want
It isn’t me this time
It isn’t me that makes you laugh
It isn’t me that you look at with love
It isn’t me that you try and comfort
It isn’t me your there for
I want you to answer me the simple question
Why
Why did you end something so beautiful
Why did you call me
Did you want me to be attached to you
Are you still feeling what I feel
Looking into those shades of blue
I realize someone else has you
Someone else is there for you when I wasn’t
Someone makes you even happier then when you were with me
I must say goodbye now
I cannot look into your eyes anymore
It is going to kill me
Although I have already died inside months ago