Sitting here without you,
Crying my heart out.
Unable to forget
The memories we've wrought
Into my heart

Hating myself
For letting you go.
Wishing I hadn't.

My mind slowly dissolves
In a mess of thought.
Regretting all I've ruined for you.
Wishing I could stop.

My body shakes,
Wracked with sobs and tears.
Going through the memories
That I've held so dear.

I burn inside,
My tears can't hide any longer.
But oh I try, I try.

No one could ever
Make me feel like you did.
No one could ever
Do what you did.

I regret the end,
For I love you still.
Though you tell me to leave,
Like I did at the start.

I was distant
Felt alone in every way.
Putting on a mask,
To get through every day.

Now it seems that me is you.
As I sink into my dark.
And now I'm sorry
That I've broken your heart.

Forever Alone Inside