She knows she's not alone.
Yet she constantly feels like she is shut in.
Trapped, alone, scared.
Her thoughts haunt her in the dead of night.
She gets nightmares and panic attacks.
She feels like she's losing herself.
Is she really losing herself or just everyone else?

What road is she headed down?
When will she stop sobbing and fight?
Will she ever be strong enough to fight these demons?
Where will she go from here?
Does she continue or just give up?
What's happening to her?

She just keeps spiralling downward and she can't stop.
She's like a coil that just keeps unravelling itself for as long as possible.
She's going nowhere but down, down into this hole and she can't see the bottom.

I can't see the light.
I see darkness everywhere.
Darkness surrounds me and my thoughts.
I am deep and dark.
I'm a goner.