Numb: not being able to feel anything.

That's all I can be described as.

Numb.

Not sad, mad, depressed, happy or anything else.

I have lost my ability to feel.

I have spent so long being over run by too many emotions, I welcome the numb.

I welcome feeling at peace in my mind, my thoughts are quiet now.

Except at night.

At night, I am not numb.

Hollow: without significance.

I am hollow.

There is nothing in me, I have cried it all out into my pillow over the years.

My mind is like a movie when the film runs out, a flickering black screen.

I have nothing left, I have given it all to selfish people over the years.

I am hollowed out.

And no one even knows,

No one notices my hollow smile.