You could tell that you know me, but deep inside you know the truth,

You know my name ,but not my story and what I hold deep inside under the lock,

It's my life and every single day I pay, you don't know why and it's eats you from inside,

Every time I am alone I pay, I can't feel it now but it was painful,

No matter where or how I pay it's still beastly feeling,

No feelings left inside of me, Every single day I wear a mask with smile that I hate deep inside,

You could pretend that you know how I fell, but you have NO IDEA,

That every day I think  just to stop it, this game which I loosing it already,

These frobidden feelings I have, I got more then normal people ,

I feel more deeply and mostly I just don't show what I want,

Because it's my pay... To live good girls LIFE...