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Homesickness

November 15, 2014
By Shahrier PLATINUM, Colma, California
Shahrier PLATINUM, Colma, California
28 articles 10 photos 110 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;I&#039;m a river that no longer flows&quot; - a friend<br /> &quot;when the people lead, leaders follow&quot; - Gandhi


Sleeping the day away.
I don’t have the energy to get out of bed.
No reason for me to stay.
Why am I wishing to be dead?
To my lowest I was lead.
And then I went a bit deeper
Feeling desperate.
Seeing crimson red.
Thoughts in my head.
Lies I was fed.
I miss home.

I miss my family.
My friends whom I love.
I lost my dignity.
Living here is just not enough.
For the first time in months,
I finally feel homesickness.
And I regret,
Letting the loneliness
Enter my life so many years ago.

I miss people that care about me.
Their smiles.
Their laughter.
Their hugs,
Their comforting words.
I miss how their presence
Could decimate my sorrows and
Amplify my happiness. 
I miss home.
The one place where I truly belong.


The author's comments:

i broke it.

my heart.

it was me.

the blame is mine. 


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