The darkness has become strangely soothing
And my skin is turning pale from the amount of blood that I'm losing
Take my stupid happiness that you work so hard to steal
If you do happen to hurt me emotionally I promise my lips will be sealed
Is it bad this place isn't somewhere I wish to stay
Or that I'm constantly stopped by fear of confrontation when I have something to say
Don't be surprised if I ever disappear
Because I've held back from doing what wanted through the rough process of two years
Don't take me seriously when I say I love you
And don't listen to me when I cry
I don't expects you to feel bad about what you've done when I express my desire to die..