Im going in circles with no destination, im falling into a pattern into a routine. Sadly i feel lost and unseen.
No one seems to notice, no one seems to care and for some reason my words always sound the same.

I don't want something new, i dont want to start again. I just want to get it right for once i just want to feel content.
I have everything i could ever want, im loved and people care but sometimes tenderness is not enough to make me feel safe.
I seems i always make the same mistakes i always trip with the same stone and surprisingly i keep getting blessed with the best but i chose to not notice it instead. my words at the moment dont even make sence, im just trying to write to get it out of my chest. Im sitting here while my thoughts eat me alive. so many questions without answers and so many doubts. i feel uneasy i feel lost im not sure where im going or how.