I want someone to squeeze my hand as tight as they can while they're holding it to show how much they love me, like he used to
I want someone to hold my face, and kiss me like he is kissing the world, like he used to
I want someone to come up from behind and tickle me. Making me laugh and spin around to face him, holding me, and kiss him, like he used to
I want someone to pick me up and spin me around like I weigh as much as a flower, like he used to
I want someone to lay with me and give me cuddles, like he used to
I want someone who doesn't know what they're doing to play with my hair and attempt to braid it, like he used to
I want someone to kiss my neck and my hands and my legs and my stomach and my cheeks and my forehead and my butt and my nose and my lips making me feel like, for the first time, someone loves every single thing about me, like he used to

I want someone to be in love with me.
It hurts