you captured me
demanded that I lay still
with my heart racing
suffocating with the sound of your harsh words

you are what my parents warned me of
your grabbing arms pulling me into your vehicle
twisting me, thoughts spiraling
you make me live in your hell

you make my mind go blank
the sensation of being numb
is like being sucked in a black hole
with nobody caring to pull me out

stop making me one of your victims
tired of your ruthless voices
gnawing at my mind
making my mind go on overdrive

you finally have a name
Anxiety
no longer will I be on of your prisoners
you made me ill

the tribulations of you
left me unable
to talk, to breath,
nine months with you was pure hostility

you grabbed onto me
you took my soul
and twisted it into something dark
leaving my family trapped

Anxiety
you were a petulance
my life was engrossed in your devilry
thank you for making me, me.