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Aspergers
Everyday I see her
But I can never be prepared
Some days are better than others
We get along
We see eye to eye
I don't have to think about the words I say
"Will this upset you?"
"If it does, will I be able to shut it down?"
Not all days are like this
Some days
All Hell breaks loose
With my every action
Comes interrogation
One toe out of line
can lead to a scene
And my total
Humiliation
I want to scream
I want to cry
I want to curse
I want to punch and kick
I want to end the friendship
On the spot
But I am forced to hide this emotion
That rushes to me within seconds
With a fake smile
And a sigh
I know that if I react like that
I will be just as humiliated
And nothing would be accomplished
Seeing her everyday
Is the hardest thing
Knowing I have no controlover the situation
Yet neither does she
Everytime
The rage, hate, and frustration
Rushes to me
When I paste the fake smile on my face
And let off a small sigh
I have to remind myself
She can't control it
She couldn't stop it
From selecting her
Everyday I see her
Not knowing what her
Aspergers
Has in store for me
How far it will push the limit
If my fake smile will finally fall off
And my rush of emotions will let loose
Today
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