Perseveration methodization ranging from implausible correlations and preposterous extrapolations to idealized altercations and beloved quotations

Obsessive fixations; midnight realizations and sunrise revelations implore short-lived motivations lacking the proper determination
My only vindication is merely justification and rationalization achieved through shameful falsification
My state of mind falls somewhere within the combination of enduring intoxication, the everlasting inebriation, and the horrific contamination; self-indulgent victimization
Writing supersedes articulation as my nervous mispronunciation and scandalous affiliation make for nauseating mortification
Generalization and dissemination dilute the concentration of the memories
Simplification and demagnification discourage self-mutilation during times of desolation

Regurgitation of said altercation with consolidation goes as so: teenage mystification, sadistic manipulation, stubborn insubordination, forceful domination painful stimulation, 
Traumatizing violation
Both the culmination and the detonation of any and all desirable relations
Habitual exhalation fades to melodramatic hyperventilation fades to withheld oxygenation; coveted suffocation
Isolation is my only organization of self-preservation, momentary alleviation vital to mental conservation
Make-believe desire for socialization, understanding of materialization
Purification
The fictitious assimilation proves only a fleeting hallucination once actualization turns reality

Perseveration: a cycle of frustration immune to prospective validation; a fabricated destination