I’m sorry if I hold on too long
When we inevitably have to part
It’s just that I don’t want to let go
Because when I do I worry that our hands won’t touch again

I’m sorry if I kiss you too hard
When we have our deepest of moments
It’s just that when we do kiss
I finally feel validated, transness and all

I’m sorry if I say I love you too much
When we share a kiss or you do something adorable
It’s just that I don’t know how to react
I’ve never felt anything like this before

Through all this I’m reminded of a ticking time bomb
Counting down until your graduation
I don’t want it to come, but at the same time I’m  happy for you
I just worry that I’ll be left alone after all this
But I’ll never really be alone ever again
Because I have you