i feel like this won’t work.
the two of us.
the history that we share.

it’s too dark of a road to go down.
yet it seems we are constantly finding ourselves strolling down it, hand in hand.
we ignore the rain and the lightning around us.
we continue through the fog.

will i ever be enough.
will you ever leave her.
will i ever be able to untangle my self from your embrace.
will i ever realize that i deserve better.

i’m tired of feeling the same things.
i’m tired of the jealousy in my veins.
i’m tired of the growing hole in my heart, and the lingering pain that it leaves.
i'm tired of tears staining my face.
i’m tired of the lonely, lonely nights.
i’m tired of the doubt that fills the air after you say “I love you.”
i’m tired of all the lies and the trust issues.
i’m tired of looking in the mirror and constantly comparing my self to her.

don’t you know you’ll lose me too.
don’t you know my stay is coming to an end.
don’t you know you can’t have both.