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If All I Had Was You

February 24, 2021
By amgSongwriter SILVER, Germantown, Maryland
amgSongwriter SILVER, Germantown, Maryland
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Favorite Quote:
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice" - William Jennings Bryan


Maybe, it’s cause you play so hard to get

Or maybe, it’s cause we like being a mess

Maybe, I’m making laughs too serious

But baby, I’ve loved you since the day we met

Maybe, it’s cause your smile melts my eyes

Or maybe, I just want things that gold can’t buy

Maybe, I’d be the richest man alive

If all I had was you


But I guess it wasn’t meant to be!

Or fate stole the best day of my life!

I still wake up and hear the screams!

And the torches still burn in my eyes!

 

Haunted, by the chains on my conscience

I spend my time living hanging around coffins

Deep down in the dark, where no lights can find me

They’ll only be blinding, they’ll only remind me

I’m falling, from the grace took for granted

I’m exiled here with my home disenchanted

The demons parade, through the streets that were golden

The worst of the pain, leaving both our hearts broken 


If all I had was you, am I just nothing now?!!

If just our love was true, have I lied to myself?!!

Look at me!! I’ve grown weak!!

And your face!! Is a maskless disguise!!

Funny how the dark shows sides of us kept hidden by the light!!

If all I had was you, am I just nothing now?!!

With loneliness dragging me down!!

 

The fire is rising, the spark ignited 

Me back on this path, back to light and

My past’s a lesson learned, I won’t lose my way

Cause when the torch doesn’t burn, it illuminates

You’re full of surprises, it makes me excited

To see you again, both relieved and frightened

That our history was blurred, and we’re not the same

How ironic to return, and then slip away


If all I had was you, am I just nothing now?!!

If just our love was true, have I lied to myself?!!

Look at me!! I’ve grown weak!!

And your face!! Is a maskless disguise!!

Funny how the dark shows sides of us kept hidden by the light!!

If all I had was you, am I just nothing now?!!

With loneliness dragging me down!!


Maybe, it’s how you filled my emptiness

Or maybe, it’s all the clever things you did

Maybe, it’s your innate resilience 

That pulls me back to you


The author's comments:

This song is basically an emotional rollercoaster. In the beginning, the narrator has fallen in love, but that is soon interrupted by a cruel twist of fate. This is presumably some personal tragedy with the trauma akin to that of experiencing a mob or some other type of violence. The event causes him to leave and he falls into a slump in the absence of his lover. However, with time he slowly rises out of the slump. It may seem as if he is going to make a comeback but another twist leaves him wondering whether or not he and his girlfriend are still in love. When she ultimately leaves, he returns to the slump. The outro where he appears to still love her represents how his appreciation of her has changed from the beginning. In the beginning he seems to value her smiles and laughs but at the end he sees that she has other qualities such as cleverness, resilience, etc that are usually not valued enough by society. He is still hopeful that in time things might work out. 


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