I look in the mirror i have no reflection

,I'm leaving this earth a dark resurrection,

 i text u and say that ur on my mind             

,look at it now what do i find,

 i'm on the edge, the edge of my grind,

 i say it's ok, it’s fine i lied 

u text and say u wanted me dead,

 i don't love you get out of my bed                      

Stress in my head is why i bled

Slitting my wrist my arms are all red

I text her and say i want to be dead

Verse two:

Nyctophilia is what i am 

Alone in the darkness is where i stand

Me and my shadow my only friend                   

Me and my thoughts im in my head

Everyday i feel im better off dead

course:

I look in the mirror i have no reflection,     

I'm leaving this earth a dark resurrection,

 i text u and say that ur on my mind                    

,look at it now what do i find,

 i'm on the edge, the edge of my grind,

 i say it's ok, it’s fine i lied 

But the fact is that i feel numb

Everything i do makes me feel dumb

This pain is why i create

No I'm not using this as bait

 if i don't die i might go insane 

Cuz suicide really feels like my fate

When i am alone 

These feelings i own

No im not faking this tone                     

I cut my wrist till is see bone

What if i say I want to die 

With this life i shall resign 

No 988 is not on the line

Goodbye through this life and happiness I could never find.