I wrote this piece for problems that occurred to me after a year that I was with a boy who completely convinced me that he was truly in love with me. Problems like how he always treated me like I a person who didn't matter to him, but somwhere under his lies I saw how much he truly cared for me...or so I thought. On top of all of this my sister and I, after i was "okay", continued to hang out at parties and such, thus creating more ties and friends for me to have, boosting my self-confidence. After a few months her 2 year relationship ended and I had yet another best friend in less than 5 years out of 3 others. I found self preservation in my family and decided to get back to my roots, but found that they could live without my care or intentions that I have unfulfilled for my entire teenage life.