I don't know why part of me keeps looking back, trying to take a peek, trying to turn me around by the shoulder. I gotta keep reminding myself, that I want it to be over; I can take the pain, I've felt the heat. It's just a memory , It'll fade come this summer, when my heart will be still be frail but much warmer.

“ Maybe in a different time, in another life, my heart will be whole and yours left perforated by a thousand little holes; but right now I gotta push through this sea storm, my souls gotta make it to the shore .”

It's time that I let it all go, It's time that I let no mercy show. I knew love once, but it left me alone, alone to sink deep into the sea's abyss and now I've drowned and been dragged down by a tragedy known as gravity. Somewhere below, somehow due to depression I froze, only to go where the currents only dare go. Somewhere in the depths of what lies below, where I only dare to hope.

“ Maybe in a different time, in another life, my heart will be whole and yours left perforated by a thousand little holes; but right now I gotta push through this sea storm, my souls gotta make it to the shore .”

What would I be like now if I was still able to see the sunlight? What would I have been like if Love hadn't forced me into the afterlife that I'm in? I forfeited my heart, my life and I loved them both despite the poor state they were in and yet I gave them to you ,only for you to let them wither from the outside in. I guess I just loved to let the winter in.

“ Maybe in a different time, in another life, my heart will be whole and yours left perforated by a thousand little holes; but right now I gotta push through this sea storm, my souls gotta make it to the shore .”