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Allison

October 1, 2012
By getdude56 ELITE, Carlisle, Pennsylvania
getdude56 ELITE, Carlisle, Pennsylvania
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And Allison, I'm sorry that I hurt you,
I swear those weren't my intentions.
I didn't mean to make you cry,
Got so upset that you forgot about me.
Well, now I know how that feels,
Being ignored by the one you adore.
And I'm sure that this apology will not guarantee me forgiveness,
But, I will try and make things right with us.
'Cause you've got everything I'm looking for,
And I'd be such a fool to pass you up.
So if you are reading this,
You've just got to understand.
Allison, I'm so sorry that I lead you on,
But things don't have to be this way between us.
I could see the smile on your face,
Every time our eyes met one another's.
And I just can't deny the fact,
That I am falling in love with you.
Oh, I just can't let you go,
No, I don't want to lose you.
I can change, I promise I'll be worth your time,
I'll be the man you can trust.
'Cause I'm longing for a second chance,
To prove my love to you.
So, please,
Allison, I'm sorry...
You deleted my number,
I deserved that, I know, but,
I've just got to hear your voice one more time,
You have my eyes flooded with tears.
'Cause you won't answer my texts,
And I'm starting to think that you hate me.
I want to make things right,
Can't go on knowing that I let you down.
So, please pick up the phone,
I have a few words you just need to hear.
After that, if I can't have you back,
Then I'll disappear, it'll be like I never existed.
I'll keep the memories we made that night,
Close at heart, so when you're gone I can still think of you and I.
The hours I held you in my arms, your head resting on my shoulder,
Those moments can't be replaced.
So if you are reading this,
I just won't accept that I may have lost you!
Allison, I'm so sorry that I lead you on,
But things don't have to be this way between us.
I could see the smile on your face,
Every time our eyes met one another's.
And I just can't deny the fact,
That I am falling in love with you.
Oh, I just can't let you go,
No, I don't want to lose you.
I can change, I promise I'll be worth your time,
I'll be the man you can trust.
'Cause I'm longing for a second chance,
To prove my love to you.
So, please,
Allison, I'm sorry...
Forget me if you must,
I'll have our picture to keep me company.
Ignore my texts and calls,
I'll reread our messages, the one's that we sent when we used to talk.
Move on if it feels right,
I may love you but I can't decide who you can be with.
Wish it was me...
Allison, I can't change what I did to you,
The pain and all the confusion.
But I won't let things go unheard,
Because every word I said that night I meant!
Allison, I'm so sorry that I lead you on, (I'm so sorry)
But things don't have to be this way between us.
I could see the smile on your face, (Can I see it once more?)
Every time our eyes met one another's.
And I just can't deny the fact,
That I am falling in love with you. (In love with you)
Oh, I just can't let you go,
No, I don't want to lose you. (No)
I can change, I promise I'll be worth your time,
I'll be the man you can trust. (Trust me)
'Cause I'm longing for a second chance,
To prove my love to you. (I'll prove it)
So, please,
Allison, I'm sorry...
And Allison, I'm sorry that I hurt you,
I swear those weren't my intentions.
I didn't mean to make you cry,
Got so upset that you forgot about me.
Just please, oh please,
Don't forget about me, my Allison...


The author's comments:
I messed up pretty badly, I know. I'm not one to lead a girl on, but somehow I made the mistake and did so with her. I'm terribly sorry for the way I hurt you and let you down, Allison. I hope you get the chance to read this and understand that I am sorry and that I really do love you. So, forget about me, hate me, I deserve it all, but the memories we made I'll keep close at heart. And once again, I'm so sorry, Allison.

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