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I don't want to be jealous anymore.
Your smile to me is not as sweet as your smile to them.
When I see that from the sideline, my heart really burns.
I can't stop this feeling even though is hurts.
It is out of control, it may be karma's curse.
Your words to them are always more than your words to me.
when I hear that, my anger explodes.
I hate this feeling, it's so childish.
But it is expected since I've always been so fiendish.
Your closeness to them is always more natural than your closeness to me.
When I feel that, I just want to die!
but I don't want to die, I want to stay a live.
So all I can do now is repent and revive.
Jealousy is evil, it is with me because I have always been evil.
but not anymore, I want to change, I want to be free from emotions of negativity, but to do so, I must free myself from thoughts of negativity. Stop looking down on others, stop being jealous of others and definitely stop being evil to others.
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