You without me | Teen Ink

You without me

March 21, 2015
By PaigeByPage SILVER, Las Vegas, Nevada
PaigeByPage SILVER, Las Vegas, Nevada
6 articles 0 photos 2 comments

Favorite Quote:
Just because something is difficult, doesn't mean it's impossible.


Do you think of me?
Do you miss me?
Wanna tell me,
That you love me?
Do I cross your mind?
Was I left behind?
I just wonder,
Do you care at all?
Do I matter to you?
Do I have any worth?
You’re the only one I want on this whole earth.
Yes you…

 

I’ve thought of you.
What you put me through.
And I wanna tell you,
That I miss you,
I love you.
Wanna hold you.
Wanna hear your laugh,
Wanna see you smile,
But you’re with someone else,
And I’m here in denial.
… Why him?

 

I’m over thinking.
My heart is sinking.
I’m feeling sick,
Watching you with that prick.
He’s a good guy,
And I’m just mad.
He’s got someone that I can’t have.
But I hope you’re happy,
Hope he treats you right.
Hope the both of you live a good a** life.
I’ll be here, rotting away.
Forgotten by you more and more every day.
You’ll be alright, I’ll be okay.
Even though we’re going our separate ways.

 

I’ll find someone new,
Hopefully different than you.
Cause I want my happy ending too.
It’s time to face reality,
You without me?
Maybe that’s the way it should be.


The author's comments:

I actually wrote this about 3 or 4 years ago. I was crushing pretty hard on this girl that used to live down the street for me. I was extremely conflicted about the whole situation. I was good friends with her little sister and in my personal belief thats just not cool to go after your friends family like that. At the same time I just wanted her all to myself. She was one of those complicated, hard to understand girls... Which I (For some reason) really liked. She also had this boyfriend who was this super buff football player and I was that super goofy kid who just made everyone laugh, I obviously had no chance.


Similar Articles

JOIN THE DISCUSSION

This article has 1 comment.


on Apr. 1 2015 at 5:46 pm
ABPippins SILVER, League City, Texas
5 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
To die may be an awfully big adventure, but to love is an even grander affair -myself

Beautifully written. Thank you for sharing :) I was in a similar situation about a year ago so I have felt that pain