I hate you because of what you did to me,
I hate you for all the reasons you can't see.
I hate you for making him my replacement,
I hate you because I changed to make things different.
I hate you even to this day,
I hate you, but there's more I gotta say.
(Alright, listen...)
Let's get some things straight:
You and I are written in stone; we're meant to be fate.
I met you five years ago in 2011,
Copied your name off the nurse's clipboard because you were an angel sent from Heaven.
We had had our ups and downs, we took every risk,
Now you're walking around like I don't even exist.
Am I just that easy to dispose?
You used to be a different girl under those designer clothes.
But you aged, and changed into something I never thought you would,
So hear me out, it's all for the good.
I hate you, I hate you,
For all that you do.
I hate you, I hate you,
For always keeping the truth.
I hate you, I hate you,
For what you put me through.
I hate you, I hate you,
But wait... I love you.
Okay, I know what we had will never resurface,
'Cause your hands are around his neck and your lips are on his face.
But I'll lie and I'll say I'm perfectly fine,
And every time you ask, I say it's cool you're not mine.
It's really not though, I keep my anger deep inside,
And when you brag about him I just let it slide.
But you can't see you're choking me from a tree,
He's got your heart when it's supposed to be me.
And this is everything I've always wanted to say,
I never got to speak, so I just hope you'll read this someday.
I hate you, I hate you,
For all that you do.
I hate you, I hate you,
For always keeping the truth.
I hate you, I hate you,
For what you put me through.
I hate you, I hate you,
But wait... I love you.
I tried to be moving on but it's not happening,
And I dream about you but I know there won't be an us again.
You did what you had to do;
Blocked me on social media, I don't blame you.
Because all my posts are difficult to ignore,
You turned your back and closed the door.
It hurts that you traded me for him,
And the moral of the story is I guess you win.
You're happy and taken,
I'm depressed and forgotten.
But I have some words that need spoken...
I love you, I love you,
Even though I shouldn't.
I love you, I love you,
I wish that I wouldn't.
I love you, I love you,
Tried to leave but I couldn't.
Yeah, don't think I don't, I hate you, I always will,
But wait... I love you still...