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Vault

January 12, 2017
By isthisthetapwater SILVER, Paris, Tennessee
isthisthetapwater SILVER, Paris, Tennessee
5 articles 1 photo 10 comments

Favorite Quote:
it's whatever


My feelings are hurt
My low self worth
The more you say
The worse the pain
The more you try
The more I die
My brain is swelling
Please stop the yelling
Don't drag me into this
It's none of my business
But it always seems to be my fault
It makes my brain like a vault
I lock it inside
My feelings I hide
I don't let you know
I won't ever show
You try so hard to apologize
But I won't ever believe your lies
It always happens again and again
Worse and worse than it's ever been
All I hear are screams and shouts
"Don't you cry and don't you pout"
Let me hide my emotions some more
Let me walk right out that door
I'm tired of hiding
I'm tired of trying
I'm crying on the inside
But I won't let them find
Out how I really feel
It'd make it harder to deal
With all of these thoughts
I guess I have bought
Please leave me alone
I want to go home
You say this is it
But it's not my fit
My pictures I've drawn
I'm already gone


The author's comments:

This was inspired by what happens to the victims of bullying.. it seems to whither away their minds until they don't want to be here anymore.


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InkyOwl GOLD said...
on Apr. 8 2018 at 11:24 pm
InkyOwl GOLD, Bloomington, Indiana
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Where Words fail, Music speaks.<br /> ~Hans Christian Anderson

Wow... this is AWESOME!

on Feb. 8 2018 at 1:54 pm
MaddieGrizz SILVER, Lake Isabella, California
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Even though I walk through the darkest valley I will fear no evil. Psalm 23:4, For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you, not harm you plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

This AMAZING

QueenKaitlyn said...
on Mar. 27 2017 at 12:04 pm
QueenKaitlyn, Paris, Tennessee
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&quot;It&#039;s okay to be a glow-stick; sometimes we need to break before we shine.&quot;

NO this is outrageous

on Mar. 27 2017 at 12:03 pm
isthisthetapwater SILVER, Paris, Tennessee
5 articles 1 photo 10 comments

Favorite Quote:
it's whatever

no katelyn

QueenKaitlyn said...
on Mar. 27 2017 at 12:03 pm
QueenKaitlyn, Paris, Tennessee
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;It&#039;s okay to be a glow-stick; sometimes we need to break before we shine.&quot;

get to work jerdan

on Mar. 27 2017 at 12:01 pm
isthisthetapwater SILVER, Paris, Tennessee
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Favorite Quote:
it's whatever

MAMA HEY x2

QueenKaitlyn said...
on Mar. 27 2017 at 12:00 pm
QueenKaitlyn, Paris, Tennessee
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;It&#039;s okay to be a glow-stick; sometimes we need to break before we shine.&quot;

booyala booyala mama eh

on Mar. 27 2017 at 11:57 am
isthisthetapwater SILVER, Paris, Tennessee
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Favorite Quote:
it's whatever

saME saME x2

QueenKaitlyn said...
on Mar. 27 2017 at 11:56 am
QueenKaitlyn, Paris, Tennessee
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;It&#039;s okay to be a glow-stick; sometimes we need to break before we shine.&quot;

im shook im shook x2

on Mar. 6 2017 at 2:15 pm
isthisthetapwater SILVER, Paris, Tennessee
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it's whatever

I know, Kaitlyn. So are you.

QueenKaitlyn said...
on Mar. 3 2017 at 11:16 am
QueenKaitlyn, Paris, Tennessee
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;It&#039;s okay to be a glow-stick; sometimes we need to break before we shine.&quot;

yhooo. oh my god this is cool