All the things I want to say...
I want to tell you how I truly feel.
Yet I can never seem to find a way.
So I put up my rugged walls, act as though my heart is icy steel.
You do not understand the hold you have on me,
And I don't know how to make you believe.
I want you to understand and see
But an idea of how I cannot conceive!
No matter how much it hurts,
No matter how much the torment destroys...
The thought of me leaving you seems absurd,
I know that never again would I hear your voice.
So from your side I'll never go,
And at your side, my painful love will grow.