This feeling that you so cannot describe
Its like pain and aches with no way out
It makes you want to go away and hide

You sit there with your head down and pout.
Your bones ache and you sit there and you shake
Emotions are ragging or almost fading
You lay there as if like itself was fake
You wish that life was more serenading.
Life should be full of happiness and joy
All I do is sit there and watch my tears
You can just bounce back from this like a toy
All I know is pain and life with fear.
So ill go away and see whats in store
To try and find the joy that is no more.