The secret I cannot share with you, is mostly everything

I won't ever tell you I hide so much cause that may sting

I feel I can't be honest with you no matter how hard I try to

Although it's quite odd I always feel so comfortable around you

I know in my heart you love me back

But maybe it's reassurance that I lack

Yet in my mind I've mistaken love for hate

I wish my mind could just be an open gate

My mind has started to make my heart ache

As it whispers its lies my heart's beginning to break

I think I'm addicted to loving you and believing my mind's lies

I wish i could express this to you but you'll only see me at my highs

Because…

Even though I love you so dear

Judgment will always be my greatest fear